| been a while since i went on this. hmm whats new? well physics exam is tmr and today was the last day of school. guna miss the raquests class and all the wonderful ppl. =) now back to cramming deperately for physics. plz visit again in 2 months =) |
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| Why is it Gomalka can never give us a break?  |
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| I guess what's done is done. Not all relationships last. Maybe i was naive. Maybe I thought too far ahead. Maybe i thought that you and I could work out and we could last. To me, it just seemed like everything was alright and that everything just worked out. I admit we really rushed into things and sometimes found ourselves in situations we weren't ready for yet and I'm sorry if I pressured you and made you feel insecure. I'm sorry for everything. I know i took it hard and i know I seemed to take everything out on you ever since it was over. I know I can't control your feelings and that I shouldn't be angry at your emotions. After all, it's better to let everything out then to keep it up boiled inside. I'm sorry I've been such an ass to you and I know it's not your fault. It's my responsibility to suck it up and be strong and just let it be. Forgive and forget. I'm sorry about everything. You're still my number one girl : ) |
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| Physics project and studying for physics unit test all weekend *puts on nerd glasses* I understand everything now and from now on, it's gonna be different. Maybe the foot was put to the gas pedal to fast and maybe I'm partly at fault? From now on, things will be taken slowly. Time is our greastest adversary and we will overcome it. I accept everything you told me and I know you feel really guilty and upset. What matters is you now know and what the both of us will do from now on. It's gonna take time but I'm willing to spend it all just for you. I love you baby =] |
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| I feel like im wasting my time. The more i think about it, the more it hurts. I feel tired of having to try all the time. I feel frustrated how it's always you i try to make happy yet i feel like i don't get the same treatment. I feel like to you, i don't matter. I don't feel the love. I feel like my prescene is just taken for granted. I want to be happy every time im with you. I'm tired of being concerned for you. I'm tired of trying to think of what i should say to u everytime we're together. I'm tired of always having to say "I love you" first and mean it when i know you just say it becuz i say it first. I'm tired of you not telling me everything. I'm tired of showing on the outside i try and act like everything's alrite when it's not. I'm tired of you not talking to me when all your friends are around. I'm tired of how u don't seem to be over the fact that we're now supposed to be together and you're letting other ppl get in the way of us. This isn't the way it's supposed to be. If you want me to love you, then do the same for me. If you really love me, then start acting like it. |
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